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Love Myself To Sleep

by Lucy

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big_noon The lyrics poetically capture jittery existential angst while the musicianship and hooks on this album are solid as fossilized bone Favorite track: Bored.
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1.
Dry Spring 02:51
I saw two lovers in a hammock swinging Just like the spring That old bone machine Had to watch in spite A real earth worm writhe Dancing in the pavement The pavement wet So why do I feel like raining? When I’m so god damned dried up on the pavement I spent that salt on waiting For my brown night, sunny sky Sometimes it tastes so sweet To feel so blue staring at my feet I spent all those breaths on thinking I’ll be someone new Maybe when I knew So why do I feel like raining? When I’m so god damned dried up on the pavement I spent that salt on waiting For my brown night, sunny sky
2.
The sky is moving over me And I can hardly see on my own feet But I’ll keep walking on my friend They keep me talking me past them loose ends And when it’s just way too damn hard To hem the failing fray No I don’t pray none They keep me sewing past those days It really can be quite the haze And when you’re feeling oh so blue Heavy hues of blue You should know that I’m with you My friends I’ll help you through If I can
3.
Bored 03:11
The coffee’s on the pot Siting office talk Punch down on the keys Type another word Cause lunch ain’t that far off And five’s not that much more What’s another day? The day’s go by and by What’s another week? The weeks go just the same And what’s another month? Cause the month’s go just the same. And what’s another life? Cause lives end every day. Oh it’s bullshit but you pray And sit and hope and dream. And punch down on the keys And sit and hope and dream And punch down on the keys And sit and hope and dream And punch the fucking wall The coffee’s on the pot Sit and office talk Punch down on the keys Type another word
4.
Life is hard and the winter gets me down So low. What reminds me of sea whispers silently, It gets caught in my throat. Happiness that howls like Goya’s greatest hits, The space between the rift and the howl And my salt and my fall. I don’t know what to do most of the time Because the best of us are torn, though we’d like to be whole. But the hole ain’t gonna close all that soon. But if we admit that the fragments before us, They can’t be patched up like the rip in your blue jeans.
5.
Well the faces glow dim standing right on the bus In hand, cigarettes and coffee mugs Their faces are looking addled with the dream you know they do not mean. Please God Don’t make me be lost at sea, waiting for me. A landlubber on the grand steps. What’s left and coming up next? Cause when the waves start crashing and a thick fog rolls in Your sleeves rolled up and your tongue half drooling There ain’t no one you’re fooling but yourself With a gum job on the boat floor Why you acting so damn tough for? Yes I’d say the ship sailed yesterday For a twelve dollar bottle of your finest Sunday praise And your face cast iron wind towards the breeze We’re in the last dying freeze And you rattle out for just a little more Please that old dream oh it died dead, before it dropped born, And now you’re castrating children with your loathsome scorn. Cause in the land of the great U, S, and A you’re not fooling least of all me. But I caught myself hanging on to the one-eyed shrew of the bleeding dollar bill. Cause when the waves start crashing and a thick fog rolls in Your sleeves rolled up and your tongue half drooling There ain’t no one you’re fooling but yourself With a gum job on the boat floor Why you acting so damn tough for?
6.
She was once a hairless girl Swept and bare she was bereft Of anything but bitterness And lies of theirs she’d swallowed whole Those myths of form that follow suit She wanted to be seen as beautiful Many wigs she’d wear to school And children tossed them off like fools They made her fetch her bone to bear Her head lacked all they had to wear But soon they’ll see me as I would For me to be the star of my own dreams One day they’ll see Beauty in me The cheers to be my lullaby I’d love to lie In solitude once more Many years of smiling glass The treetops gliding gently past The windowpanes protest at least My winning smile is false to me My eyes and hair and heart to be The person I had dreamed of me A golden-haired beauty queen I pray my name to fall asleep They made me fetch my bone to bear A thicket in the woods so fair I’m not the type for looking back But i hear the crowds mouthing my name One day they’ll see Beauty in me The cheers to be my lullaby I’d love to lie In solitude once more (sax solo ;) )
7.
I am watching little spiders crawl around, The dirt gets stuck in their legs They really ought to shower In the puddle that disappears and ripples out In the puddle that disappears and ripples out I am silent, I am thinking I get nervous all the time Crawling to the space inside my mind. I am stony All the grey inside my palm. I am lonely, I am lusty I see many swirling carpets make the grey inside my palm. Outside raining warm in here, and I'm crawling from my basket into water. I am swimming, many droplets from our words. I am swimming, all the water rushing past.
8.
Mark my words and lift up on my lifts These kids are all alright From dust to dust and lips up on to tongues These tongues they touch without much words So throat gets caught It bubbles without sound When I have no words to say I press my tongue upon the day My lips and eyes and tongue and teeth they make these sounds for you to drink So drink Like suns that rise and soundless skies to bring about this long surmise Like all the nights were not it's lies; just tenderness to hold on tight. I’ll make you real so make me real I fill you out with all my thoughts I fill you out and make you real with all my thoughts So one day oh from out you step Naked like ideas not yet said Words they touch limitless dusk I wish you’d step from out my head Naked like ideas not yet said.
9.
Have you seen the papers lately The ink is forming shapely The barrel of a cold gun And can I have a cold one I’ll drink it by the TV And watch the shapes inside of me Freeze and go to sleep like My friends old man, he liked to play With ropes he wrapped them around his neck And put on his best T-shirt And hung it in the closet So listen to the leaves They’re whispering The night like arms outstretched And cupped The bosom of the earth: I listened My hands outstretched like prayers And felt the rain so touch my lips Warmth of salt and green.

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released May 5, 2017

Michael Gerstein: songwriting, guitar, vocals
Dakota Peterson: drums, organ, vocals, arrangements
Duncan Tarr: bass and arrangements
Josh Moyer: second guitar
Walter Cano: flugelhorn on Miss Michigan, America I Dream, and To Hem
Recorded by George Szegedy at his house in Lansing, Michigan over the course of 2016
Except for Ropes and Leaves, which was recorded by Dakota at her house.
Mixed by George Szegedy except for Ropes and Leaves, which was mixed by Jason Roedel
All mastered by Jason Roedel
All pictures by Krissy Booth

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Lucy is a Lansing-based band that tries to convey the sense of biting into a juicy steak with every song.

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